Friendzoned

​​I had a dream that I was in love with this guy. I didn't want to tell him because we were really good friends in that dream. It felt like a pretty nice dream until I got to the part where we were hanging out with some friends in this place with a piano, and my friend left the room. Me and my other friends found a photo album and we were like "hey! Pictures, let's take a look."

So we opened up the photo album.. and it was wedding pictures of MY FRIEND AND HIS FIANCE! That I NEVER knew about. I felt like I just broke into a million pieces and I kept up my stupid fake smile while everyone is like AWWWW look at that! and being really happy for them. Because apparently everyone knew but me. And when my friend came back I congratulated him like I should, and nobody knew how I felt. I felt glad nobody knew about my feelings for him so then the humiliation could be kept to myself, but it was a pretty sad feeling, like I was in love with this guy for a long time and we had so many good memories and enjoyed each other's company, but in the end I didn't even know he actually had a girlfriend and even proposed to her and were getting married and I didn't know. And that doesn't really make sense because it's a dream.

And then I woke up and I was glad it was just a dream, because I'm glad I wasn't in love with him after all and also that's a pretty upsetting situation. What a stupid dream​